New Release

NEVER LOOK DESPERATE

A Fiction Novel By Rachel Matthews

The story tackles the absurdity of despair in a recovering world, the liberation from isolation and the wild frontier of middle-aged Tinder.

ABOUT THIS BOOK

OVERVIEW

Recorded for launch by Melbourne author Clare Strahan

 

Never Look Desperate is Sedaris meets Fleabag, a tragi-comedy romance set in Melbourne 2023. It features: cremation bling, pineapple underwear, grief and vaccinated cruise ships. The central characters Bernard, Goldie and Minh are everything TED Talks tell you not to be.

The story tackles the absurdity of despair in a recovering world, the liberation from isolation and the wild frontier of middle-aged Tinder.

DETAILS

ISBN:
978-0-6455653-9-3
Publisher:
TRANSIT LOUNGE
Publish Date:
September 1, 2023
Page Count:
304

REVIEWS

A strong voice in Australian writing…Matthews writes absurdity, vulnerability and resilience exquisitely well… You will not only fall in love with the three central characters…you will see yourself in them.
Cheryl Akle, Weekend Australian

Matthews’ third novel is about healing after loss and it is darkly funny, yes, but it offers a lot more than that too. In alternating chapters, we grow to love three very different people: hapless 49-year-old Bernard, recovering from the death of his wife and father in the wake of Melbourne’s lockdowns; his fierce and unforgiving mother, Goldie, who he is furious with; and the singular Minh, 54 and isolated, who comes across Bernard on a dating app. The character we don’t meet is also the book’s warmest: Marvin, the man Goldie and Bernard both lost, who we hope might bring them together.
Steph Harmon, The Guardian

Matthews writes with unflinching honesty tempered by humour and a wise compassion. Touching, funny and sexy, Never Look Desperate is transgressive but hugely readable.
Clare Strahan, author of Cracked and The Learning Curves of Vanessa Partridge

Matthews’s voice is funny and wry and heartbreakingly honest. She has empathy for everyone – even those of us who, like Bernard, are a little bit hopeless but not entirely without hope.
Toni Jordan, author of Pretty If She Smiled More & Addition

Rachel Matthews understands the pleasures of tragi-comedy and knows exactly how to deliver them – the giggle that turns into a sob, the delight that morphs into insight, the black humour that assuages grief. The vulnerabilities of her characters make you want to scold them, scoop them up and tell them you love them.
Sian Prior, author of Shy: A Memoir & Childless: A Story of Freedom and Longing

Matthews writes with unflinching honesty tempered by humour and a wise compassion. Touching, funny and sexy, Never Look Desperate is transgressive but hugely readable.
Clare Strahan, author of Cracked and The Learning Curves of Vanessa Partridge

Dense, wry, glorious and tragic … figures who lodge deep in the heart … the unravelling and humiliation of being human … with humour, complexity and wit. There are precarious moments evoked in the wider cultural backdrop to this story – the post-viral anxiety runs like a vein beneath the characters’ every thought. This work feels timely and tender.’
Ilka Tampke, author of Skin & Songwoman

NEVER LOOK DESPERATE By Rachel Matthews

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Warning: Aboriginal and Torres Strait Islander people are advised that this post contains the name and images of a deceased person.

In my home town of Shepparton, this statue commemorates Uncle William Cooper (1860 to 1941), a Yorta Yorta man who, despite having no legal rights in his own country, led a march to the German Consulate in Melbourne to deliver a letter protesting the Nazi persecution of Jewish people, who he said were fellow citizens of the world. When I stand and look at the beautiful bronzed form of a remarkable human, it is hard to believe the void that was our high school lessons in 'Australian history' ❤️💛🖤
Thanks to @womensagenda for giving space to this conversation...
CW: This article contains references to sexual violence.

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We met Priscilla at the Coachman Inn tonight, Parkes. Great to see women in Elvis suits, an alternative Elvis and lots of rockabilly. Then the treat of a burnt orange sky on the way back to Victoria, sending love to friends in country areas, stay safe ❤️
Finally. All students in Victoria will learn the real history of our state. 
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素敵 Suteki: Beautiful Japan (and the big buddha HK) ❤️
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𝐒𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐭 𝐒𝐞𝐚: 𝐉𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐧 𝐀𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐦𝐧/𝐖𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫 🚢✨
In the past few years, I’ve had the privilege of hosting writing workshops across Australia, Nepal and Finland - but this ship journey from Hong Kong to Japan was unique!

Sailing through late Autumn into Winter, on sea days we explored themes like sacred places and sensory stories through craft, history and food. What a privilege to hear pieces created by our global audience (from Finland, Alabama, New Zealand, Australia, Scotland, Hong Kong, Philippines, to Chile!). The audience also experienced Japanese poetry, origami and an impromptu Sumba dance performance (alongside my Mum’s art works from Country Vic on the big screen).

Off the ship we enjoyed the reds and golds of Japan in late Autumn (Fukuoka, Saiki Minato, Kanazawa, Kyoto, and Sasebo).

𝘼 𝙨𝙖𝙢𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙖𝙪𝙙𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚:
Whiteness, the sound of winter, walking in the rain on cold, frosty days, Hong Kong skies, sombreness, Northern Lights, low-laying sun, soft snow falling like a blanket, plum pudding, prawns and sunshine, mother: warm towels, soup and dumplings, crisp air, a mountain walk to grandparents, the joys of model trains, Freddy the dog’s obsessions, whiskey in Scottish snow and kilt surprises, riding a horse in elbow-deep whiteness, Christmas with Grandma, city blocks at first-snow…

A thank you to Pastor Paul from San Francisco for his incredible bilingual reading, (performed in English and fluent Cantonese in front of his very proud husband).

My favourite lines:
𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘴𝘪𝘭𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘯𝘦
𝘚𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘤𝘶𝘳𝘭𝘴 𝘶𝘱𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥, 𝘳𝘪𝘤𝘩 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵
𝘈 𝘧𝘭𝘢𝘬𝘺 𝘤𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘵, 𝘢 𝘤𝘶𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦.
𝘐 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘤𝘶𝘱 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘧𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘢𝘺, “𝘏𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘪𝘬!”- 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘢 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵 𝘥𝘢𝘺 

Grateful to the superb Roma (Events Management) and sound tech master Miguel, the wonderful audience and Spectrum of the Seas crew, representing 41 countries! And to James as always, IT and green-tea expert, photography and comic relief ❤️
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Meet Erwin from the Philippines, a dining manager with lightning skills and great humour, grabbing a few hours of sunshine between shifts in Sasebo (a port city in Japan with US influences post WW2). After months at sea, he can't wait to see his family in Jan. Erwin swears by ginger for seasickness (we've had a a few rough passages). Pressure-point wristbands worked for me. Placebo?
The best part of running seminars on a ship is the people. Crew and passengers from 41 countries. More soon. The ocean internet has also been a wild ride. 
新しい友達 Atarashī tomodachi (new friends) ❤️
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• Women celebrating women in later life
• People celebrating women
• Women on bikes
• Women navigating grief and violence with tenacity and grace.
• Women with secret suburban lovers.
• First Nations women leading the way.
• Our honorary Meno Man VIP Tony Birch in fine form!

Snapshots of our recent final event for 2025 in Fitzroy.

Enormous thanks to Ian and Rob from the @tinpot_fitzroynorth, famous for its friendly, fun atmosphere...not forgetting the legendary cherry pie — and to the lovely Katie Smith from @ramonabookshop. Thanks also to our fabulous facilitator, the always entertaining @trishboltonwriter and Tony B for the pleasure of his readings.

What a feisty, wonderful crowd❤️
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• Women celebrating women in later life
• People celebrating women
• Women on bikes
• Women navigating grief and violence with tenacity and grace.
• Women with secret suburban lovers.
• First Nations women leading the way.
• Our honorary Meno Man VIP Tony Birch in fine form!

Snapshots of our recent final event for 2025 in Fitzroy.

Enormous thanks to Ian and Rob from the @tinpot_fitzroynorth, famous for its friendly, fun atmosphere...not forgetting the legendary cherry pie — and to the lovely Katie Smith from @ramonabookshop. Thanks also to our fabulous facilitator, the always entertaining @trishboltonwriter. 

What a feisty, wonderful crowd❤️
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#MenoTour #melbourneevents #menopausematters #melbournelifestyle #ilovemelbourne #melbourneliving #authorevent #aussieauthor #spilledwords #writingsociety @cityofyarra @uqpbooks @allenandunwin @transitloungepublishing @rmitwp @literary_listings #writercommunity #australianauthor #authorslife #ownyourstory #midlifewomen #menopausematters #midlife #menopauseawareness #menopausehealth #writingcommunityofinstagram #writingcommunityofig #agepositive #womenover50 #womenshealthmatters #midlifehealth #healthyaging #midlifewellness #storiesoftheeveryday #spilledwords #fictionwriter
Rachel Mathews - Author

Dr Rachel Matthews is a Melbourne author, lecturer and teacher. Her debut novel Vinyl Inside received strong press reviews and was highly commended by the Australian Vogel Award judges.

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